Jessie J:'I was crying alone in the street'
Singer who recently lost her baby honestly: 'I was crying alone in the street when an unknown man approached me' For first time she opened to the audience.
In late November, British singer Jessie J (32) shared the sad news with her followers on Instagram.
Namely, on the regular, third ultrasound, she was told that her baby was no longer alive. Baby's heartbeat could not be heard. After that, she posted a photo of herself holding a pregnancy test but after some time she deleted it.
She revealed this to her followers only a day after the concert in Los Angeles, where she also revealed the news to the audience. By the way, the singer was on the ultrasound on the day of the concert. Now, again at the concert, she addressed the audience and revealed how she feels almost two months after.
"So I was pregnant, but I'm not anymore. But believe it or not, I'm probably in the happiest place I've ever been. My outlook on life has completely changed. The day it happened, a man approached me. I was alone and I cried He said, 'I don't know you and I don't know what's going on with you right now, but I know you should share it with other people.' That's why I'm doing what I'm doing." Jessie said.
"Now it's over but I know I'm not the only one. I'm sorry. There's no way to explain it except that it's the saddest, loneliest thing ever," Jessie said on the stage of an intimate acoustic concert in Lafayette in central London. By the way, the singer now lives in LA.
"No one talks about it enough. What we're talking about is not what's really going on. I'm grateful that I was raised by two amazing people who taught me to find a blessing in pain. I'm grateful for the perspective I have. Every day we just have to live harder, ” she said. Also, she shared that one of her sisters was her biggest support through this pain.
Recall, Jessie has been battling Meniere’s disease for almost a year, an inner ear disease characterized by attacks of dizziness, nausea, and vomiting, as well as tinnitus and the appearance of deafness. She spoke about her condition in mid-August and described how particularly difficult it was for her to be affected by the disease.
‘Yesterday I tried to sing a song that I normally sing with ease and I couldn’t. The problem is not my voice, but the disease affects my voice. I was sobbing. Hours. I allowed myself to feel the part that was broken in me that I often ignore even though I shouldn’t. Six months did not pass without pain in my neck and throat. Sometimes it’s better, sometimes it’s worse ‘, she wrote then, among other things, and announced that she would retire from social networks for a while in order to focus on her recovery.
